Twin Flame Letter 2

Dear Twin,

There  is  nothing  you could confess that will alter the  infinite love I  feel  for you .  It is  through my heart that my soul connects to your soul. You are everything  that I  have  ever wanted since I  recognized  your soul  when  I  first looked into your eyes. You are my first ray of  sunshine upon waking. You  are  my midnight prayful vigil when  the  rest of  the  world  slumbers. You are what my heart longs during sleepless nights. You are the home that  I  spent  lifetimes seeking.

What do  I  want  your soul to know? The only one  who  loves you  more than  me  is the  God we originate from. With each of  my heartbeats I  breathe this love into physical  reality. It is what fuels the artist’s  creations, and  how we change  the  world. It is the only real  power there is. As more we open up to this love it will  start revolutions.

Love is so much bigger  than the  clay vessels we are. It helps us to  remember our divine nature. We were always  whole and unconditionally  loved.

You lit my soul on fire once more. I am learning how to work with the soul’s fire. God sheds everything  from  me  that love is  not. Much like giving  birth, the process is painful  and  hard. It requires  patience and endurance to keep  going when  you  want  to  give up. We will  see our toil bring such a  rich harvest for our world.

I  love you, my beloved, for all eternity.

Your Twin

Lady Tears

Lady Tears

from time to time,

she exercises a quiet state of grace,

withdrawing to private place,

words unable to flow in rhyme.

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she rests in a citadel bower,

safe from those who don’t know,

how to hold space for sorrow’s flow,

broken heart seeds the flower.

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she cries behind the door,

for no one is on the other side,

she keeps composure on life’s ride,

it sometimes brings her knees to the floor.

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outside her room she walks light,

being in the world but not of it,

her freedom known to flit,

no longer weighted she’s bird in flight.

 

 

Heart to Heart

I see you,
Everything.
You hide in the  dark.
Eyes adjusting,
You may growl…
Bare your teeth…
Try to  claw at me…
You draw blood…
I’m  not  afraid,
You appear ferocious,
Beast to  the eyes,
Darkness deceives the mind,
It tries to  spin fear tales,
My heart glows a soft light,
Growing larger…
Until there is  nothing but the  light,
We become; luminous  beings we are,
Joined,
Heart to heart.

Does It Matter?

Lifetime of  homesickness,
Never one to fit,
Square peg we are,
Jammed painfully into round holes,
Tumbling to such a heavy place,
Here we  are…
Lulled  into forgetting ourselves,
Sex, money, and hollow dreams.
Dulled into numbness,
We rub sleep from  our eyes,
Trying  to  adjust to bright lights.
No one  else  dares to see,
They fear even  a glimpse,
Knowing  only the  numbness.
So we question why we came here,
Peeling layer after layer,
One heals then the next one bleeds,
Remembering who we always were,
Soul calling us home,
Hope.
Does  it matter?

You Are

My heart’s fire glowing outwards,
Hands sculpt slippery clay,
Or paint the soul’s colours,
Pouring it out of me.
In intimate moments you are…
First waking thought at dawn,
Midnight’s prayerful vigil,
Comfort found in quiet tea,
A shot of burning whiskey.
You are what I know,
And what hides from view,
What felt long forgotten,
Yet  I fear to remember.

No Distance

When the world ceased its care,
Your heart doesn’t  stand alone,
You’ll  find me always there,
Where you’ve  nothing  to  atone.

It may appear fragile and small,
To those who don’t know,
A glass globe of snow,
Shaken up, it blinds us all.

It’s not me driving,
Through the darkness  tonight,
A lifetime  spent surviving,
Car’s beams create one light.

As I close my tired eyes,
A gentle fire fills my heart,
Your  love is a  beautiful art,
No distance.